Let me tell... I once called myself ivanw from Paris, France, my avatar was:

...as in my VCO business name + me climbing the learning curve.
To make sure I was not mistaken when I thought I've really existed, I went to the search page to look for my former login name ivanw... I was right! No trace of my posts but I found some replies to some of them.
I DID EXIST ONCE! And I think I still do now.
So, here I am in a transition phase, on my way back to existence. I still have work to do... making sure I don't look too ghostly.
I am still trying to understand what happened, more on this soon...
unless I'm really dead